See,the world is colour!

The goodness dieing, the beauty is crumbling.

We run away in the next of them, can't recognise them. The man fade into frugality, can't see by itself, have to make it to see. And that's problem. If others make us see then we can't see that in their reality, not from our point of view, the reality become fiction. But fiction is valueless, can exist only in dreams. The grey means everything against us, and against that make us real, against own thoughts, against own opinion, to can see, to can REALISE, SEE without anybody else. This is the value. Dare to be different, see, make opinion freely. Create reality into the unreality. Colours instead of grey.

Beauty. Ourselves.

It's gas.

Or it isn't. Because of that my dear factory (as second class user) has pulled the handbrake.

Thanks to our lovely russian friends (who are undefeatable couple with Ukraine) half of Europes sucks in the winter, and all of them could be greatful when they won't freeze. They always start to quarrel in the winter, and they never think about the case in summer. And who cares the other countries, I mean there are just duties of the existing contracts toward them, what is it... Of course, there won't be any consequences.

So, the glass melting furnace went back to "temperature conservation" mode, the lightbulb producting stopped, the incandescent lamp producting, as well, our free days are decreasing, half of Europe is freezing, and the russians just keep themselves warm.

IT IS NICE AND GOOD LIKE THIS.

Only for me not?

and the future?

...don't hate each other just because that is the interest of them...

Zeitgeist: Addendum

Zeitgeist

A movie for those who feel that something is not all right in this stinky world, but can't find out what it is. Those who don't want to acquiesce that the world don't provide enough for them, who still didn't give up thinking, who sometimes read books, who don't like to stand in queue, who have enough of the shit that pouring from the television, who can't stand that someone else tells hat to think about what.

And those who feel fully opposite of this, that everything is fine, who spend their half life in the opposite of the television, who accept that "Everything is useful". Who drown until neck into the "facts", thoughts that the politics and media broadcast into their mind.

Zeitgeist

In this movie they talk about that how much we are guiled, they manipulate the sheep people by artificially generated feelings like the upper some wants. I don't want to shoot the point, but MUST SEE FOR EVERYBODY.

For every human being. (OK, who identify themselves as human being.)

There's something to do, lazy gang, isn't there? We are more than they are...

11.01

You lighted candle yesterday just because you remember only on this day every year? Did you think of anything when the burning candle was still in your hand? There's no only one day in the year when this candle lights in you, right? They need this flame for immortality, for never to be unforgotten. They sleep under the stars this night, too, but the today lighted candles bring the light down to us, the light that they already carry insde of them.

Look up to the sky, then down to the candles in the front of your feet, you will understand the metaphor.

And hand on their memories!

Those great times...

... when there wasn't Play Station 3, nor Dolby 5.1 (there wasn't even colour TV in some places), there was only Videoton, Sokol radio, Poketa hoover, Garzon tea, Omnia coffee (that I loved to grind with the public grinders in the shop), and Fonyódi mineral water (the ONLY brand in market that time). I remember when we bought some bottles, and they just stared at us like aliens, nobody liked mineral water, not like now, everybody drinks them, and there are hundred millions of brands.
There was the time when I had this kinds of games, and I loved them all very very much:

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

School sparestamps

People, who remember this?:

Once upon a time we spared money like this in the elementary school's lower grades. We could buy stamps from teachers for little money (that seemed much much more for us then), then placed them in a collector. So we didn't buy any school milk, or anything else, we coul spare that money for better days. I remember that there wasn't cafetheria in the school then, only later. It seems I can't get my 100HUF since then. :)


Here you are, low grade school money saving a'la '80s.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A question

as a survey into the night:

If you could go anywhere where would you wanna go? Somewhere you know really well or somewhere you've never been before?

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Mood

It was a boring day today. Cockade up. The people are not themselves, they need evasion to be animals. But there's no meaning. It was qualifying in morning, I woke up early. I saw that you're still up. Then I went back to sleep. Work- boring. Home in evening, I'm sleepy. Wake up early in morning, race. But here. Music. Thoughts. Pictures. What if... what if there's no if... Dreams? Colours. Confusion in here. Should read, and then sleep. Dreaming, again.
Will be.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Congratulations!

what do they look us?!             the silence of the lambs...
our back isn't feathery!           ... but we are humans!

the old story, again...
...however there are who accept it!     Don't allow them to pluck you, too!


When will that be when they talk to us like adults from above and not like "wee-wee-poo-poo, little child"? Because this kind of campaign reminds me only this (and that is a money that has been thrown out). When will that be when there won't be anybody who want to explain what to think about things? When I agree, too... let me have my own opinion!
Please, I'M NOT STUPID! Is that hurt for anybody?

Sunday, February 17, 2008

What the upper tenthousend eats?

I just can hope that this, and this much.
Yesterday I went to the annual program of Farkas Ferenc Music and Art School titled"Bohémbál" (thanks to the wife of my collegue Tamás, Évi).
The menu:

Duck livermousse with pistachio, greensalad, and toast (about a spoonful mouse with two tiny silces of toast and with a dandeliaon-kind of thing named salad)

Pork stew (I didn't try, I can eat that here at home, too)

Sauger roll with spinach (I don't know if it was really sauger, but it was good although it was with string bean that I don't like)

Magyaróvár fried chicken stuffed with ham-mushroom-cheese mix (I couldn't find the mushroom in it, it was like Cordon bleu of chicken)

Rice with green spices, and bacon (it was something very different thing)

Potato puree with onion (No.1)

Mixed salad, and pickles from Vecsés (means: every kind of mowed grass from the field with balsamic vinegar. Real HOT sour paprika, instead, A+)

Rákóczi túrós (tiny dry fragile cake)

No, I don't want to be rude, the food was really tasty, but you couldn't be full with it, personally I prefer a "big 18" from the Robinson. So, this is what they eat.
By the way, the happening was really good with great cabaret show, good music, and expensive drinks. Ehh, I'm rude, again.
I arrived home at 2:15, so it was REALLY GOOD.

Monday, February 04, 2008

Jean Michel Jarre:Oxygene–Live In Your Living Room

Yesterday Gr4ss made me able to see/hear the newest Jean Michel Jarre DVD, Oxygene-Live in your living room. The opinion has been created in me until today.
Long time ago I heared the Oxygene, Magnetic fields (that I still have on bakelite disk). I was about 10 years old, so it's not hard to believe that they didn't make any sense of me. Then I started to like the instrumental music in the 90's, Vangelis, Jarre, and Oldfield came in. Until the end of the decade I accepted, and started to love their art, and started to like such kind of music. I remember when I've seen the concert in Barcelona on the TV, I felt: I have to see this once. Poorly it's still just a plan, I still couldn't see. But maybe I will can.
The biggest bumm for me was the concert in China DVD with its blade sharp picture recorded with HD cams, and the 5.1 sound that is like I have never heared in music. Then the album Aero came with its fully audio tracks. This was -if we don't see the lack of video- the perfect album with perfect sound, and the brilliant interludes between titles. With Téo & Téa we could hear the new Jarre style that is not like in the old titles.
And now the Oxygene–Live In Your Living Room. The expectation was big according to the latest, I couldn't wait for can hear/see, and can enjoy the well known tunes. And what was I get? A couple of ramshackle people is turning some potetntiometers for hours, the Jarre show is nowhere, the old tunes are overeffected, and the 5.1 sound is under every critics. If I had to tell everything about it, the BORING, and DISAPPOINTMENT.

I'm sorry, I was expecting more...

But I sill like the Jarre-kind of music on the same way, the concert in China is still the best musical DVD that I've ever seen, and I look forward to the coming issues with full confidence.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

The life,the universe and everything

"Far out in the uncharted backwaters of the unfashionable end of the western spiral arm of the Galaxy lies a small unregarded yellow sun.
Orbiting this at a distance of roughly ninety-two million miles is an utterly insignificant little blue green planet whose ape-descended life forms are so amazingly primitive that they still think digital watches are a pretty neat idea.
This planet has - or rather had - a problem, which was this: most of the people on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it wasn't the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.
And so the problem remained; lots of the people were mean, and most of them were miserable, even the ones with digital watches.
Many were increasingly of the opinion that they'd all made a big mistake in coming down from the trees in the first place. And some said that even the trees had been a bad move, and that no one should ever have left the oceans."  (Douglas Adams: The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy)

Have anybody ever thought about this seriously? Is this all reasonable? There's that very big thing that is incomprehensible by human brain, and there's that little blue planet in it. And there are we, living beings. Is life reasonable? Is it reasonable for the universe? I don't think so, it's just a kind of game to break monotony. Even our own planet wouldn't miss it if it wouldn't exist. It hasn't any logical fundament. It just goes on according our rules, and it results nothing (as our knowledge knows today) You can learn, do what you want, the trees are growing with us, the insects are buzzing, but the end of all is the same in the same way. It reminds me to what I heared in the army: "Search for logic only outside of the fence!" I can't find in this, neither. Every living being is just exists, do its own business. And when we want to find the meaning of this all, then we see that there is no. Plain beings on a plain place without real reason.

This thinking is only a calculation with the chances without any other thoughts in the back.

But really... Can anybody tell me that why life is neccesary in the sight of the universe? Here, or elsewhere?

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

This afternoon

A little girl came, and every move froze.
Everybody heared about Her, but nobody knew where She came from, and what She wanted. She walked aside of the standing people, touched one and one of them. Altough it seemed nothing has happened, She went on.
Later a man came with big steps. He didn't look away, nor left or right, but everybody knew tht he came for the little girl. But nobody knew that he came not only for Her, but for somebody else, too. For who She came. But he wanted something different.
Then everybody started to move, again, and the long moment left permanent memories in who She touched. They saved.
The little girl came for me. I don't know why She came, She never told, but now I hold Her hand, and I have to go. And I'm happy to go.

...then I woke up. I dreamed all of these in this afternoon.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

This is a day like this...

"The begginning of the total end is when you starting try to be adapted to everybody's expectations."
To do everybody that you would like to do, and that they would like to? You can't do, it's useless to trying. I can't be on four places in same time.
Solution? Don't tell me that I have to ranking, because it results bad things, only.
Find out something else!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Szombathely 2000-2007

The scene of my memories will be a prison, I just known it. I began my duty to be a soldier here in the february of 2000. We can see it anyhow, I returned home with memories (just as good, and bad, too). I remember we labelled ourselves as "the first hungarian NATO soldiers".

The evening-outs, the tank guarding on the 1st. of May, the meat loaf that is "still watching there" the Venus concerts, the cola automaton shaking, the Lángos állomás, the AEGÜ, the KÜH, the THÜH, the CSMO the fire obstacles track... and the lawn mowing that ended in big laugh... All of these things became the parts of mine.

"The glorious february strenght"...

This is the end, the Savaria Kiképzőközpont, and the line infantry are over, a prison is growing instead...

Thoughts concerning a book

"Human beings never think for themselves they find it too uncomfortable. For the most part, members of our species simply repeat what they are told -and become upset if they are exposed to any different view. The characteristic human trait is not awareness but conformity, and the characteristic result is religious warfare. Other animals fight for territory or food; but, uniquely in the animal kingdom, human beings fight for their 'beliefs.' The reason is that beliefs guide behavior, which has evolutionary importance among human beings. But at a time when our behavior may, well lead us to extinction, I see no reason to assume we have any awareness at all. We are stubborn, self-destructive conformists. Any other view of our species is just a self-congratulatory delusion."
                                                                      (The lost world - Ian Malcolm)

Right, the mankind can't grow up for the task. The Earth will say "enough", and will shake itself, and then something different will come, maybe something better. Hungary? Thailand? USA? Malawi? Shouldn't it be Planet Earth? Until that nothing will be in its place. And until that mankind is an unwanted species in the universe.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

The E.ON's 21th. century...

Technical evolution, automation, computer technic. On the other side the "red tape" the Big Brother, the confidence tricks everywhere. In this case this is the E.ON Ltd. that does its duty, and takes the money for the electricity, and the gas. And if it can do this then why don't take little more...
According to their recommendation we report the state of the gas meter by online report, that i easy, don't need to wait until they pick the phone up at last. And the man feels that it' the 21th. century. The report is like this: The citizen chose the "mérőállás bejelentés" menu on the E.ON's website (It's hard to find, almost hidden, so for advanced users, only!). Then he fills the form in with the most important: the state of the gas meter. You can do this with both of the electricity, and gas, too. When you sent it you get an accept email, the system received the rate, the whole thing is in progress. This is how it has to be.
And according to our online reportwe received the monthly account today (postal letter). And there are more m³s on it than we reported! Called the "reclamation", they told that we gave these data on 7th. of the month, and the system closes the month on 12nd., and it ESTIMATES THE CONSUPTION for the remaining 5 days! (?????) And you have to pay it, too! Disgusting! And for the full success the system calculates more than 10m³s for this time!
Don't see the comfortable way, go back to the telephon report, maybe it works...
To see the other side: We do like this with the same E.ON to report electricity, too. Why don't the system works like the same? It doesn't estimate.
Yuck, again!

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Morning wants to be...

I'm sitting on bus, it's dark.
There are some people on the bus, they are going where I go. They are staring right ahead, they want to wake.
I don't want even try to.
They live outside, already, I'm still in myself.
The last night was very different, something has happened that everybody felt who was awake. And now I can't imagine that this sleepy thing will become morning. The dark sorrounds me, the dawn reach me hardly through the window. I want to be back where She is, sleep like She can.
But the bus turns, again and stops, I must break myself out from my thoughts. I must go out.
Morning wants to be. I can't do anything, I must leave it to be...

Thursday, November 01, 2007

November 1.

Today they were with us, those, who can't be with us anymore.
We stopped next to them for a couple of thoughts, perhaps we sat down to them, and the listened to us. We could tell them everything that are in our hearts, the missing that will reamin with us until we live. But today was for the remembering, too we remembered, and we had their attentions, and they smiled.
Remember them, lit a candle, and croon a quiet song for them!
Keep them smiling...

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